KICKING?

The baby started moving this week!!! yay!!

I am please to say that the different pains have stopped. (At least for now).

On the separate note, i hate some of the doctors i have seen recently. They have the sensitivity of goats. Honestly you would think they were brought up in the jungle. 

This is the most vulnerable time in a woman's life. She needs her questions answered in a calm reassuring manner. All i got was a rushed don't waste my time reply to all my questions. That absolutely sucked.

I have decided little babe and i are in God's hands. No one else's. This is God's way of making sure that no doctor shares in HIS glory.

Till next time, here is me incubating!!

EHYEH ASHER EHYEH

God is really THE I AM for every situation. I am so grateful Lord. The pain in my left side is gone. 


Thank God who made paracetamol and inspired us to discover it.


Thank God who allowed it to work in my situation.


Thank God who wont give me more than i can bear. 


Jehovah Effizy!! You are too much. All gbosas to you.


My appeitite has returned with a bang but i am being careful so i dont put on too much weight. I have not felt the kicks yet but someday soon my little precious will kick.


Then will my mouth be filled with laughter, and my tongue with singing: then will i say among the heathen, The LORD hath done great things for me. (Psalm 126:2).

Thank you Lord for bringing me safely to this halfway point. I am trusting you to take both of us to the finish line safely.

Shalom

Why do people hide the truth?

Here i am 19 weeks pregnant and boy have i discovered things.


I think the reason the pregnant community hides the truth is because if anyone found out our race would go extinct.
The first trimester was a breeze. The usual morning sickness that everyone tells you about. 
Eating weird things. (Mine was hot chilli).
Constipation.
General tiredness.
Fibroid.
And funny funny a blocked nose.


For the blocked nose my kind doctors refused to give me anything for a few days even though i was slowly suffocating. Only when it looked like my death was imminent (which would affect the baby) did i get a prescription for an over the counter med which sorted me out in a day.


Now i am in my second trimester and what i have is this nasty pain in my side that wont go away plus loss of appetite. 
Also i am experiencing something called sciatica which is where the nerves in my ass are killing me as well.
As usual the doctors don't have anything to give me except paracetamol. 


The first question they have is "Are you bleeding?" and if you are not, then there is nothing seriously wrong with you. It's like you don't exist and all the care if for the baby. Your pain or comfort means nothing. It's like your body has been taken over by an alien but all everyone cares about is how to make said alien comfortable, happy and healthy. I would just like to come first sometimes. sigh.


All in all i feel crappy and i am going to be using this wonderful blog as my outlet.


Just like it says it is my journey to the cradle.